Lockdown 2.0(May Diaries-2021)

Instagram Post, Posted on : 29th April 2021 with Caption : Ice Baby 🍦
// On a Hot summer afternoon while you seem to contemplate that have our ozone layer completely given up or have we surrendered to the idea of slowly killing ourselves to the idea of facing the reality, I finally understand wherever you look people are back again giving each other the required strength, but what can we even do, rather than helping someone lift their spirit up ? I mean you couldn’t afford to be a narcissist or shallow and only respect your own emotions while others peak through a dark glass, so here I am hoping that we find some relief in the coming times, my life doesn’t exactly give me reasons to be preaching hope, but then I just wondered that it wouldn’t hurt either, so here I am hoping and being hopeful ! :byshonadewal #amorebyshonadewalwrites #picclicked
Instagram Post, Posted on 1st May 2021, with Caption: Mortal World Trying to Find an Immortal Solution ! 🌍
// At the peak of the Golden hour this evening, understanding the unsaid truth of life, that while it may matter or it won’t, it will remain unexplained, 2 weeks ago when the world came collapsing down asthetic pictures on Instagram transformed into the need of an hour for some, I thought why not pay a homage to the insensitivity or perhaps lack of self assessment of some, empathy and kindness gets shown in action, celebrating suffering never transcends into happiness, in fact it’s one step away from inviting sadness, the Sun knows and remembers to shine, you can’t give up on your responsibilities and life goes on and we carry on, but perhaps what we forget is that the emotions and mistakes we carry with us into our future are or may be will become the foundation of our choices, so be careful and look closely into your own actions and rectify what’s done wrong, or the universe will keep going into a time loop, and all hope will be lost for those who probably were ready to try and drink the Unsaid poison of long lasting pain, after all it only takes a minute to destroy and become destruction but it takes a life time of love for building the foundation of life expected ! :byshonadewal #amorebyshonadewalwrites #imperfectskin

Well well well Hello There ! Aren’t we all already familiar with the Corona Epidemic that refuses to leave ? And now it has daily drama to provide, so last month I lost my baby boy Snowy( my Persian Cat) and well of course ever since then things were a bit hay wire for me, but then life goes on is what one would say, I did keep posting on my Instagram regularly though and I thought what better then now sharing those amazing post as my Lockdown moments and breaking them down just for the sake of Diaries ? Here is an entire collection of my moments spent, and of course my caption which are by the way my write ups as you all know by now I prefer writing and these are purely my views stated and my original work, hopefully people maintain DIGNITY AND DO NOT COPY OR INDULGE IN PLAGIARISM,

Instagram post, posted on 1st May 2021 : Mortal World Trying to Find an Immortal Solution ! 🌍
Instagram Post, posted on 13th May 2021 with the Caption : If it was a Armani, We didn’t Make an Exchange 👜🌸🌷🌹! #punintended #1000thoughts
// A little here, a little there and a very little everywhere, what even did we do to witness what we witness ? Why the eagerness to prove others as a beggar ? Are you casting your own fear ? Does the fear fathom beyond the lies that have been created, again an attempt to favour genocide by the result of genocide it self, what a shame and a sham at the same moment, talking about privatisation and money making machine Instagram is and then getting paid by your owners to use the same platform ? Has self respect and shame died in some people ? Why the eagerness for a ban ? Creating a controversy and featuring on digital news media in order to earn your livelihood and then crying over spilled milk and sometimes butter milk, regardless it’s a cat and a cradle that couldn’t meet the needful situation, finally putting it straight, well why not, you can’t let such scums breathe and survive when they have proved their ugliness time and again, not being political here just being a human enough and advocating humanity on that note I am glad to not be a failure and I hope that the so called man/men in our society are able to live their shame well ! :byshonadewal #amorebyshonadewal
// Posing with this Armani exchange bag that I purchased in 2019 for 10,000 bucks exact, oh my those were the days, we went about our lives normally, the stupidity didn’t rule our land, the non existent and fame hungry didn’t kill for PR and a pandemic or an epidemic didn’t think it was okay to be celebrated as a heinous virus that will keep multiplying since it’s conveniently Air borne and some are so stupid that they are saying we weren’t warned and didn’t know it’s nature ? :byshonadewal
Instagram post, posted on 13th May 2021 with the caption : If it was a Armani, We didn’t Make an Exchange 👜🌸🌷🌹! #punintended #1000thoughts
Instagram Post, posted on 2nd May 2021 with caption : Many Moods 🧿
worldlaughterday #smileevenifithurts

So here we go a complete synopsis of my Lockdown dairies which involved being busy with my day to day life, clicking some moments, not wearing make up, hair done up usual, reading books, watching series, and of course so many more things such as cooking (cooking series would be a complete separate post since I have enough to share) , playing with Nado Tia, spending some fun moments with my mom, basically making a lot many memories, along with keeping up with my work life and managing my finances for the possibility of the pandemic creating a havoc,

Instagram post, posted on 10th May 2021 with the caption : Bae 🌻🌷🌹
hereiamtalkingaboutmyself #vibes
myarmsarebigger #andiknowit
Instagram post, posted on 13th May 2021 with the caption : I want you to Remember always ! 🖤🕛
// As a person I wouldn’t ever want anyone to compromise on their dignity for me or stand in a questionable position with their integrity at stake, I don’t believe in parading someone on the beach on Diwali for an unproven sadistic point, I detest people who indulge in such behaviour and acts and to glorify this madness in the name of the public controlled image and PR tricks is surely folly, so next time take proper notes and don’t be DIRECTIONLESS enough ever in your life to indulge in such classless and tasteless behaviour, I am not exactly kind and forgiving with such actions, I will always keep the respect and decorum alive and choose to act peacefully and deal with matter exactly how they are suppose to be dealt with, here I am purely stating facts and making sure that someone somewhere doesn’t wake up and start gloating to others because apparently some would rather hide their mistake under the carpet, and then rather choose to make many which would be enough to destroy someone’s standing, but remember when such acts are taken place, god takes charge and there mercy isn’t just a word but a declaration, and strength becomes the greatest tool ! :byshonadewal #amorebyshonadewalwrites #amorebyshonadewalbeingwoman
Instagram post, posted on 9th May with the Caption : Eat Some Pasta 🍝
// Yes I know there are people dying, I know we are suppose to do something, if you aren’t doing something then start doing, without the much hoo-haa, Today is Mother’s Day and there is nobody in this world who would be worried about your food more than your mother, she will pester you, ask you to eat, cook your favourite, and nothing in this world will match to your mothers cooking, even the simplest effort and love makes a mother happy, and her cooked food would satisfy your heart and your soul, so Eat for your mother, Eat for your father, Eat for your family, keep yourself healthy and happy, in times like these it’s your health that matters too, and your loved ones couldn’t focus and highlight this more, stay positive, Stay healthy ! :byshonadewal
// And here I am eating a healthy Pasta, yes Pasta is healthy well because it meets the need of the heart and it’s been my eternal favourite, it’s also something I cooked for Maa and I don’t mean to brag but My mother quite enjoys it, and well so do I, my face says it all, doesn’t it ? 😂 :byshonadewal // #amorebyshonadewalwrites #amorebyshonadewaleats #relaxedathomelook
Instagram Post, posted on 9th May 2021 with the caption : Maa🌹❤️🌍🧿
// Maa my Beautiful and Powerful Mother, I think the one thing you cannot ever come close to being is just like your mother, well because I know no matter what she is the best at everything, for me everyday is Mother’s Day, for all the sacrifices she has made and for all the victories she has received the universe stands justified to her, I hate doing this writing about what your mother means to you, it’s like writing something that is more obvious than your own existence, I find my self at standstill and crossroads that protecting and putting my arms around her comes naturally to me, she often did that when I was a child, but somehow I feel that is the beauty about life, it’s full of surprises and more so ever Love, laughter and moments of peace and tranquility, which my lovely dear mother has instilled in me, my best friend, my confidant, my guide and more importantly my teacher, she totally took that part on ever since my dad left, and I am sure he is proud of the way she has stood so tall in his shoes…….hahahaha he always believed in her, only worked on for her to believe in herself, and well This Mother’s Day I’ll take a moment here and wish all the fabulous mothers out there who are actually the foundation stone of good and love in the world, as they say, a birth of a child is a Birth of a Mother, wish you all a very happy Mother’s Day again, hold on to your mother tight, worship her, love her, fight with her, argue with her but remember she is your Best friend in this world, Nobody could be her, that’s one reality to Live by ! :byshonadewal #amorebyshonadewalwrites #happymothersday #mylove #candidshots

This also involves getting in trouble for stating my opinions, being more vocal about my opinions and thoughts VIA INSTAGRAM STORIES , encouraging and accepting more hatred for that, along with some very usual to Unusual tussle with the cops, and of course witness my CAR PROBLEMS again as it magically gets some new problems over night ( yes I am aware someone is messing with my car since it’s on a road parking, and there is no camera surveillance, and I realise that it has been opened, no I haven’t filed a police complain, don’t know still what exactly I should be doing, since I don’t know the culprit, whoever it is, is definitely a wuss and wants to PHYSICALLY harm me,

Instagram post? Posted on 22nd May with the caption : Whatever ☕️⏳♟
sundaymood❤️ #realasrealcanbe #beaconofhope #lightoftruth #keepitreal #shinethrough #chailover
Instagram post, posted on 18th May 2021 with the caption : Don’t Craze Over Something ! 🥭
// I like how one floating thought wandered around so many minds, while it was dancing in the rain and getting some humour together, while trying to “kill at it” and along with it finding still “soulmate’s” around, one living thing and so many emotions, what could one ask for ? Was it “redemption” ? Or the “shame” of not living it through the time ? Or the vulnerability of your own fears forced to embark upon others, nevertheless I enjoyed these moments and just smiled thinking of how many hearts and eyes just silently watched and did nothing ? Oh how stupid of me to expect anything else ? Oh wait did I even expect ? No I didn’t, but one thing one can be sure off I am enjoying all these fabulous joys of pun and humour Thrown around, I like the vulnerability and more importantly the sadness, that a next to nothing living thing mattered enough to shriek fear into the hearts of the brave Lions, that today they find the need to Humour themselves ? How is that for depression topped with anxiety with a hint of panic attack, transformed into extreme Delirious Delusion ? Hahahaha it’s time to Smile and make sure it’s a Wide one 😃😁 ! :byshonadewal #amorebyshonadewalwrites
Instagram post, posted on 24th May 2021 with the caption : What Day is it ? 🤷🏻‍♀️☕️
// That’s how these days are passing,somewhere we somehow question so many things in our day to day life, our stand on various situation and outcomes ? The idea of behaviour, the retaliation ? This one month has probably been a more numb feeling than usual, sometimes life makes you question your stand and understand exactly what’s right and what’s wrong, there an indefinite stand needs to be taken, kindness goes a long way in life, but there are many that can abuse and take that KINDNESS for granted, I for once understood that the VALUE for life stands above everything, above association, relationship and many more things, it’s a dangerous road of realisation, but perhaps it’s more comforting, and the more closer you get to REALITY the far away you are from the LIES, a tiny ray of HOPE is enough to LIGHT your world up, we highly underestimate the power of light, and the power for love and light requires to accept the truth no matter how UGLY, or how DANGEROUS it could be, it is what it is, and whether someone likes it or not, one somehow in life somewhere has to answer for each INNOCENT life lost, it’s the declaration of nature and how the world and UNIVERSE works, these rules aren’t made by humans, I don’t think we are even close to being capable of getting so close to being justified ? :byshonadewal #amorebyshonadewalwrites #randomshots
Instagram post, posted on 18th May 2021 with the caption : Don’t Craze Over Something ! 🥭
Instagram post, posted on 24th May 2021 with the caption : What Day is it ? 🤷🏻‍♀️☕️
Instagram post, posted on 28th May 2021 with the caption : Tea Conversations……..☕️💫
// I find it absolutely appalling when I find people who abuse the right to being a Fool, like in the case of reference of calling a community as a terrorist or creating religious Racism, I find the oppressions on the Muslim community wrong on so Many levels but I also understand the councils dilemma of dealing with them, I have personally faced( and still face) racism from (Some)Muslims in my area when I spoke about the harassment I have been suffering because of the Local Area MLA, and he for some reason exploits his religion and abuses his power on the majority of his communist boys and followers, but at the same time there are many of them who are kind and respectful, I have even got eve teased and harassed and what not, and I wondered why the idea of bringing up and grouping and collecting his caste boys only ? Why the discrimination ? I then understood, this is what happens with terrorism, we never understand who is who and they camouflage around the innocent and ask us to make a choice, I think this Community needs a Council to act upon its action so that something can be done sooner and people aren’t left confused in wondering what side to Choose, after all choosing Diplomacy when the terror threat is real is absolute stupidity and it’s not one I would advice, I am all for maintaining peace, but I am not one to forgive wrong doings, and surely Religion or religious discrimination isn’t going to stop me from doing what’s right, because as you all know by now I am secular in my beliefs and humanity stands above everything, but stupidity has no place in my life ! :byshonadewal #amorebyshonadewalwrites

I have also got a new bunch of people giving me threats that just doesn’t make any sense, and of course a complete roller coaster life, Basically one month and many emotions, and don’t even ask me about vaccination as I have completely ignored that process and like any other citizen waiting along with lines,

Instagram post, posted on 17th May 2021 with the caption : Drenched In the Rain of Time ⛈☔️🌊
// While the Cyclone tries to find it’s way within the Arabian Sea it’s the intense feeling of Shudder that we witness, it’s times like these that mark the end and the beginnings of many things, after all end is the beginning, Nature somehow always finds it’s way, all we can do as mere mortals is just Bow and respect and offer our prayers and wait, what else can one expect ? Can one even challenge nature and it’s course of time ? What is ? What was ? And perhaps What will be ? Only time could tell, till then all we can do is get drenched in the reality of the love that lies within hope ! :byshonadewal
// I decided to enjoy the rains in my balcony and got some clicks while keeping it natural with my hair drenched with this windy rain, and being in sync with the reality of life, which by now should be the perfect chosen lifestyle, it’s perhaps what one needs to do, given the hour of time and the situation we find ourselves in ? :byshonadewal // #amorebyshonadewalwrites
(P.S these Photos are Cyclone Sarcasm at best, please don’t think too much )
Instagram post, posted on 18th May 2021 with the caption : Glorious 🌹🍎
arosefrommygarden #monsoonseason #flowersblooming #flowersbloomwhileitrains #prespectivematters #innovationrequiresourperspective #positivityisalifestyle #positivityisnotignorance

Nobody is important and every life matters, this statements itself is a tragedy waiting to peak through, as we enter a new month with a series of a lot of emotions and preparing for the rains, I find myself at the crossroads of emotions that nothing will ever be the same, and whatever takes turns and vibes in the future will purely depend on the actions and judgments made today, of course sharing your activities and keeping it real is surely the motto, so here I am keeping it aesthetic and as real as possible with my hair let down and keeping the FASHION AND STYLE natural and more DAY-To-Day life, where it’s all about simplicity and COMFORT, with ELEGANCE OF-course and not capitalising of any situation and being of good use , so yes a lot of emotions and not many to state, if you ever miss me, you can check my Instagram, I am very regular there and update as much as I can and when I can as I have a life ahead of the social media too !

Instagram post, posted on 23rd May 2021, with the caption : Power-Bowl 🍉♟
// I think the idea of life is highly subjective to the idea of actually living it, we somehow contemplate of what could be a little more than it should be, it’s never too late to rectify what’s done wrong, but sometimes it takes a lifetime to come to terms with the reality of our own truth, that’s why one must first find peace with being who they actually are, good, bad or ugly, it is, indeed what it is , and it becomes highly stupid to ignore something that is rather more obvious than usual ! :byshonadewal #amorebyshonadewalwrites #sundaythoughts #fruitbowl
pyjamastyle #nomakeuplook
Instagram post, posted on 23rd May 2021, with the caption : Power-Bowl 🍉♟

Hope you enjoy this post, and pictures with my Instagram captions along with it, it does perfect justice to the whole idea of reality chosen and understood ! Thank you ! 💐

Instagram post, posted on 29th May 2021 with the caption : Coffee ☕️
coldbrew #itsavibe
// These days with everything going around, I am more sure of what I want and how I want it to be rather than just contemplating of the perspective nature, defamation becomes a highly subjective adjective when life is at stake, most people in our country exploit the basis of a defamatory statement, yes the public lashing and outlandish slurs can kill someone personally and professionally, but can we all agree that defamation case is nothing but a joke in our country, a by law created by many in order to somehow twiddle through the reality of resorting to law measures ? If that was the case I by now would have sued many, over the conjectures and rumours created, I choose to treat them with the same treatment they are giving, If someone thinks they can get away with defaming and creating a public outlook and see me not react ? Wait for it then, while I bring the party to you, so yes I will gladly accept a defamation case and answer it, and even get one case on someone, but only after thoroughly defaming the one that didn’t think about how their actions would affect my personal and professional life, I prefer to be a peace loving person and act with diplomacy, but I am not stupid to forgive and ignore life altering actions of an individual ! :byshonadewal #amorebyshonadewalwrites
Instagram post, posted on 29th May 2021 with the caption : Coffee ☕️
coldbrew #itsavibe
Instagram post, posted on 26th May 2021 with the caption : My Early Morning Bliss 🌷🌸🌞
// While I gaze out of the window this morning after witnessing the beautiful full moon, I wonder what even has life come to ? Have we become so vulnerable as human beings that we find the need to harm innocent ? Or was it just the comfort of our homes and our limited life knowledge that shielded us from the ugly world ? Have we exposed ourselves to some unknown threat ? Or Was the unknown threat lurking around all along ? You know somehow we get the impression animals can’t speak so we can’t hear them ? Can they sense the danger to their loved one’s ? Yes indeed and that makes them attracted to the psychos of the society, that’s why they can catch the ones that mean you harm sooner than anyone else , it’s not like I am not watching, it’s not like I am not attentive, but I definitely believe that I’ll gladly allow them to follow their instincts, I choose my love and my responsibility above everything as I know and am aware of what needs me and what doesn’t, it’s somehow the usual choices we make, I saw another life break one day at a time and screaming for help, that’s not going to be the case ever again or around, it’s simple I don’t know what moved, what changed but surely I have learnt that people somehow cannot live their own torture and reality, and for some reason I relish that feeling, it’s satisfying and I choose the path of truth because it may be difficult but it’s surely wakes up many along, and on that note wish you all a very Good Morning ! :byshonadewal #amorebyshonadewalwrites

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